http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/ The Dark Phoenix Fri, 19 Nov 2004 10:15:00 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2004. Friends Relationships Families http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/archive/47.html Fri, 19 Nov 2004 18:14:18 GMT And if you're worthy, you'll be informed of where to find it. Thank you very much for following me, but it's time to go. http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/archive/46.html Thu, 07 Oct 2004 21:06:56 GMT I'm sorta tired of everything. It reminds me of a period I had earlier.. It's somewhere in this blog.. where everything just seemed so boring and uninteresting.. well.. it's over me again. I'm tired of school, of doing stuff on the PC, (especially stuff such as programming, making a website, etc. -- things considered creative) in other words, things that require me to work, but not really gain anything. (Except for school, since I gain in the currency of future knowledge and easier access to further studies, but I don't really feel like I gain something there and then. (unlike a job, where... (more) http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/comments?id=46 http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/archive/45.html Fri, 24 Sep 2004 23:05:47 GMT Right.. I got cold. Maybe I should stop just wearing a t-shirt in class? *hehe* No, really, the reason I got sick was a round of golf on last Sunday. I was just wearing my regular shoes (which are not waterproof) and the grass was really wet, so I ended up walking for five hours with wet shoes on. No wonder I got ill, eh? Yeah. So, I didn't go to school on Wednesday or Thursday, I was at home, feeling like crap.. and then, today, I tried to go to school.. got through three classes (without even remembering what they were about.. or at least, just remembering the main parts) and then went home... (more) http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/comments?id=45 http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/archive/44.html Tue, 21 Sep 2004 20:38:33 GMT Über-sneeze! I think I'm getting a cold. Or the flu. Or both. In any case, I'm getting ill. My nose is running, and my throat is getting sore. Maybe when I wake up tomorrow, I'm really ill? Talking of cold.. there's something wrong in general with the people in this country. I mean, we're norwegians, god damnit. We are the people in this world who should be able to withstand cold.. but noo.. the general conception in my class is that the classroom is cold. I sit there in just a t-shirt, while others sit there with their jackets on, shivering. Makes me wonder what they're doing in this... (more) http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/comments?id=44 http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/archive/43.html Mon, 20 Sep 2004 23:14:27 GMT If you've read all my previous posts, you'll see they're not so much about what I do, but more or less exclusively about what I think and feel. I've decided to change that this time, and will try to balance my posts so they contain both what I do and what I think. I belive that will make them more interesting for those who don't follow my thoughts. Why don't I just start doing what my title promised? I'll update you on my life. The previous entry was entered some time right before school ended.. and summer vacation has passed, and now school has started again. My summer vacation was nice.... (more) http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/comments?id=43 http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/archive/39.html Sat, 22 May 2004 13:50:16 GMT On this forum I frequently visit, there was some discussion about dreams being in color or monochrome, and if it's possible do dream lucidly or not, and other things concerning dreaming in general. Dreaming is certainly an interesting topic. I've read a book by a man called Richard Feynman, who said he tried dreaming lucidly, and succeeded, although he never called it lucid dreaming, it certainly was. I also have a few friends who have told me they've dreamt lucidly. Now I want to have a go at it myself. http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/comments?id=39 http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/archive/38.html Tue, 27 Apr 2004 15:51:15 GMT A boy was born. It happened a Sunday morning, on the 6th of April 1986. He was given the name Alexander, which he got from his great-grandfater Carl Alexander. Already as a young child, he was very interested in how things worked, an interest which still lives strong in the guy. He kept opening and closing shelves, closets, etc. Not to get anything inside, just to observe how it worked. His father wanted him to be interested in sports, but that never turned out well. Alex did touch a football (talking about european football, aka. soccer) now and then, but he never found any genuine interest... (more) http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/comments?id=38 http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/archive/36.html Wed, 31 Mar 2004 11:25:39 GMT 20 days since I last wrote here. Amazingly enough, I don't have very much new. I think. At least I feel so right now, but it might end up with plenty of stuff here. Let's see. In 6 days I am 18 years old. Which means that I have been alive for 18 years. That's a whole lot of time if you ask me. The worst part, I figured, is that I'll never get to be a kid again. I can always be a child at heart, some say, but it's not quite the same. Yet, I wouldn't want to go back to being a kid. It's kind of a conflict. A stupid one too, since I can't go back in time anyway. I wonder what life has to offer... (more) http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/comments?id=36 http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/archive/35.html Thu, 11 Mar 2004 21:08:51 GMT I'm gonna be 18 soon. Less than a month left until I'm officially an adult. Which is fine and all, but... even though I feel mature and responsible (and have felt so for a long time) I don't feel adult. I don't feel like the title is appropriate on me. In my heart, I know I'm still a child. I also have a feeling I'm gonna feel like this forever. Of course, I'm a lot more mature and responsible than a child, as I mentioned earlier, but I don't feel that I'm "serious" enough to be an adult. I still like stuff like cartoons and comics to be fun. I find things amsuing that I'm sure others my age... (more) http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/comments?id=35 http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/archive/34.html Sun, 29 Feb 2004 23:16:39 GMT Honestly, I like school better than free time. Why, you may ask. Mostly because I have nothing to do when I have free time.. Or then again, I do, but I don't want to do what I can do. Let's see what I can do.. I can watch TV. If there only were something good ever on the TV. I think my TV is on for a total of about 60 minutes a week, unless I actually care to watch the Simpsons every day, something I very seldom do, so usually it's only on for 60 minutes or less. I can use my TV to play games on. I have a PlayStation with plenty of games, and a PlayStation 2 with some games.. and on my... (more) http://thedarkphoenix.blogdrive.com/comments?id=34