 The Dark Phoenix
Welcome to my blog!
My name is Alexander Schrøder. I'm 18 years old as of April 6, 2004. I live in Oslo, the capital of Norway.
I won't tell you that much about me. If you'd like to know me, read my blog entries. They contain so much about me, they should let you know who I am. I pour my thoughts and activities into it.
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Thursday, October 07, 2004
I'd be writing more often, but...
I'm sorta tired of everything. It reminds me of a period I had earlier.. It's somewhere in this blog.. where everything just seemed so boring and uninteresting.. well.. it's over me again. I'm tired of school, of doing stuff on the PC, (especially stuff such as programming, making a website, etc. -- things considered creative) in other words, things that require me to work, but not really gain anything. (Except for school, since I gain in the currency of future knowledge and easier access to further studies, but I don't really feel like I gain something there and then. (unlike a job, where you know that if you work this and that much, you get this and that much money in your pocket) So right now, I spend most of my time playing games, watching movies and of course, like I'm doing right now (just figured I'd take a break and write something here (it's always good to write down how you feel, such as me about this stupid um... anhedonia as lynnlynn called it in my shoutbox back when I previously had it. It sounds about right. I don't get that nice feeling I'd usually get from doing something I normally enjoy. Normally I enjoy programming and making web-pages for instance. And normally, I like to go to school. At least I used to.
Nothing much else is up in my life. It just goes on and on in its normal, monotone way. Thank God for TV and That '70s Show. It's my escape from reality. (at the moment, anyway) I'm not continously going to preach about it though. If you watch it, you'll either get hooked, or just think it's silly. I hope the first, but I am not a missionary, I'm not gonna force it into your head that it rules. I just think it does. Which it does. Comprende? OK, good. As I was saying earlier, I was just watching that, and I think I'm gonna return to that now. OK, so, see ya later, when something new goes on. That might take a while.. but you just hold tight, I might, like... see someone get hit by a car tomorrow. That may need to be written down and discussed. (by me, with me, over me)
Current Mood: anhedonic
Currently Watching: That '70s Show
EDIT: Oh, what a mess this post turned out to be. Broken chains of thoughts, unclosed parentheses.. oh well. I'll just correct one thing, since it's the only thing to ruin the understanding of something. Where I say and of course, like I'm doing right now , it's supposed to continue with watching the "That '70s Show" after the small digression. Yup. Besides that, I only think I've forgotten to close some parentheses. I won't bother fixing that up now anyway. As a matter of fact -- uh -- I'm tired, and I'm going to bed now.
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